dhuff1958

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I Feel Pain by dhuff1958, literature

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I Feel Pain

I Feel Pain Despite my outward appearance I am a kind person... I have a heart... I feel Love and I feel pain I laugh I cry I feel pain My heart yearns My heart breaks I feel pain I love....even when you don't love me I worry...even when you don't care I feel pain I am expendable...this I know Proven more than once I feel pain I am not the first I won't be the last and I will survive it This pain I feel David Huffstetler 07/11

Sometimes by dhuff1958, literature

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Sometimes

Sometimes Sometimes, I am afraid... I am afraid of losing my sanity... the feeling of self worth... the happiness of life. Sometimes, I fear loneliness... the emptiness, the solitude, being by myself forever, with no one to share my love. Sometimes, I fear Death... Not the act of Dying itself... I don't worry about the how or when... I don't worry about the pain... Jesus endured more pain than we could ever imagine. The part of Death that I fear is the chance of leaving things undone. Did I do enough... Did I help enough... Did I ... love enough. Sometimes, I fear life...

Much Regret by dhuff1958, literature

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Much Regret

Much Regret It is with much regret... and a heavy heart... I must inform you all... I am not worthy. Not worthy of your friendship, Not worthy of your trust, Not worthy of you attention... and most certainly Not worthy of your love. I've given myself a total exam and determined that something is wrong. Many cracks in my armor and a broken heart that once was strong. Walls I once built high and mighty, I had slowly taken down. Not wanting to believe it could happen again, seems I'm just a pathetic clown. Standing in my own shadow, what's

Expendable by dhuff1958, literature

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Expendable

Expendable Without the solace I had eagerly searched for , I now succumb to tears... Offering myself as a sacrifice to her needs, and becoming infatuated with the essence of her, I overlooked the obvious. It wasn't me that she ever wanted. Only filling a void till something better came along... Creating a diversion , an escape from the perrils of reality. I was, and always will be ... expendable. Focus not on my feelings... my pain is not felt by you... my sadness does not concern you ... although my heart breaks for you. David Huffstetler 06/11 (c)

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I Feel Pain by dhuff1958, literature

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Sometimes by dhuff1958, literature

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Much Regret by dhuff1958, literature

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Expendable by dhuff1958, literature

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Expendable

Attention Please by dhuff1958, literature

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Attention Please

MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE TO THOSE OF YOU THAT CARE I THINK I LOST MY MIND TODAY WHAT LITTLE THAT WAS THERE IT STARTED OUT A NORMAL DAY NOTHING OUT OF PLACE A DAY WITH DIFFERENT CHALLENGES THAT I WOULD HAVE TO FACE SOMETHING STARTED FEELING ODD AS I PREPARED TO GO THERE WAS A SENCE OF EMPTINESS BUT WHY , I DIDN'T KNOW I WALKED OUTSIDE AND LOOKED AROUND EVERYTHING WAS STILL NOT A SINGLE SOUND I HEARD IT GAVE ME QUITE A CHILL THERE WAS NO BREEZE, THE SKY WAS GREY THE LEAVES WERE DRY AND BROWN I KNEW THAT SOMETHING WASN'T RIGHT AS I LOOKED AROUND I MADE MY WAY DOWN EMPTY STREETS THERE WAS NO ONE T

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Severed Threads

Joy was sliced from these strings forever ago severed by apathetic endeavor yet you still move me marionette glares at puppeteer who's eyes no longer see her never, never, no what I was willing to be painting that tortured smile from when fate decided to 'give this a go' pulling all the while at the unraveling threads on my shoulder, where the angel left your heartundone dreaming of little girls in dance manipulated, malleable in loves sweet trance forgotten on sorrows shelf passed in the hallways no longer herself impossibly immovable irrevocably muted to the point of being unreal more than I am able to recapture lost thread

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Sad Eyes by dhuff1958, visual art

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About dhuff1958

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: North Carolina
Favourite genre of music: Everything
Personal Quote: Old age and treachery always overcome youth and skill

Favourite Visual Artist

Boris

Favourite Movies

Natural Born Killers, House of 1000 Corpses , Devils Rejects

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Too many to mention

Favourite Writers

Poe and King

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pencil and paper

Other Interests

Art , Poetry , Motorcycles

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dhuff1958

Feb 5, 2008

I'm back

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I have finally made my way back. I have truely missed being here and it will take me forever to catch up. For those who care...I didn't get married. Nine days before the wedding date she told me she wasn't ready. It seems the I wasn't what she was wanting after all. So, my daughter and me moved out and have been getting our lives back together. I will survive.

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dhuff1958

Dec 11, 2006

Cancun

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I just spent five wonderful days in Cancun at Club Med.Despite some "not so great " weather , it was a wonderful trip. At least it was warm. I proposed to my girlfriend and she said YES!!.No date set yet...Will keep you posted.

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dhuff1958

Aug 23, 2006

Erotic Poetry

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I have written my first "erotic" poem, and now don't know if i should submit it or not. It is not graphic by any means, but the subject is definately revieled in the verse. I don't want to be banned from dA for doing anything against the rules. Is there any where to submit a writing to be "judged" by the powers that be to see if it passes muster?

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darksoftdangerous

Jun 20, 2011

Thank you for the multiple favorites. Your protraits are lovely. I hope to see those stacks of unfinished poetry completed and posted soon. Glad to have met you.

dhuff1958

Jun 23, 2011

I look forward to seeing more posts from you!

dark-angel-moonlight

Dec 19, 2010

I was so surprised to see you stop by my page. I haven't seen you on in forever. How are you?

dhuff1958

Jun 15, 2011

Things have been unsetteling for me. Hoping all will be sane again soon. I have written much and need to catch up. Hope you are doing well.

Elibabel

Jul 16, 2008

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you think are pretty sweet, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will receive good news within 15 minutes!
~Let\'s see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you\'re own love to those you care for.

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FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
REAL FRIENDS: Will send it back to you.

I'm waiting...
It's friendship week.

Rain-Fairie

Feb 24, 2008

_{Thanks for faving. Sorry it takes me so long to reply}

dark-angel-moonlight

Feb 10, 2008

I hope you're doing better. Keep showing up on dA and sharing your insightful thoughts to the world.